Therapy Session

Imagine someone looking at you and saying your music's the reason that they are alive

Sometimes, I don't know how to handle it

This type of life isn't glamorous

This ain't an act for the cameras

You see me walk on these stages but have no idea what I'm dealing with after it

I put it all in the open

This is the way that I cope with all my emotion

I'm taking pictures with thousands of people

But honestly, I feel like nobody knows me

I'm trying to deal with depression

I'm trying to deal with the pressure

How you gon' tell me my music does not have a message

When I'm looking out at this crowd full of people I know I affected?

Ah, I got some things in my life (my life), I know I should let 'em go (let'em go)

Let me jot it down (jot it down), let me take a mental note (mental note)

I put it all in this microphone (microphone), think about that for a minute

What is the point of this song? Just venting

But what you expect from a therapy session, huh?

Therapy, therapy session

Therapy, therapy session

What you think about me

That doesn't worry me

I know I handle some things immaturely

I know that I need to grow in maturity

I ain't gon' walk on these stages in front of these people

And act like I live my life perfectly

That doesn't work for me

Christian is not the definition of a perfect me, woo!

I ain't the type to be quiet

I ain't gon' sit here in silence

If I wouldn't say what I say to your face

Then I promise you I wouldn't say it in private

I am not lying

People go off on my page and I'm trying to quit the replying

But this is ridiculous

I'm passionate man, I really mean what I'm writing

You want me to keep it a hundred? Okay, I'll keep it a hundred

I see a whole lot of talking on socials

But honestly, I don't see nothing in public

I kinda love it, yeah

"Why don't you write us some happy raps?

That would be awesome

All your music is moody and dark, Nate"

Don't get me started

You wanna know what it's like if you met me in person?

Listen to my verses

This music is not just for people who sit in the pews and pray at the churches

I've been rejected

I don't expect everyone to respect it

I don't expect you to get my perspective

What you expect from a therapy session, huh?

I mean, I think sometimes people they confuse what I'm doing

I write about life, I write about things that I'm actually dealing with

Something that I'm actually experiencing, this is real for me

Like this is something that personally helps me as well

I'm not confused about who gave me the gift

God gave me the gift, and he gave me the ability to do this

And he also gave me this as an outlet

And that's what music is for me

When I feel something, whether it's anger

Um, it's a passion about something, or frustration

Like this is where I go, this is, that's the whole "NF Real Music" thing, man

This is real for me, I need this, this is a therapy for me