Lyrics
Oh, oh, oh
A broken design, step aside and rewind
But time doesn't seem to heal
The body's inside and the blood is on your hands
So don't tell me that this isn't real
It's not the same, no (Oh)
Tell me, where did my mind go?
'Cause I seem to have lost control
Why won't the pain go?
I swear I've waited the time, love
I can't seem to take any more
So say, can I save myself now?
I think it's far too late and you'll drown
But I need them to hear me out (Oh)
Don't make a sound, just shut your mouth
My frame is fractured like kaleidoscope (Oh, oh, oh)
The only sense of matters left my brain, I swear I'm losing hope (Oh)
I think I'm fine, oh, you don't want to know
The shit that I've been going through
I'm gripping on, I've lost control
Another day intoxicated
Do you ever think of me? My structure's slowly breaking
Another breath is wasted, screaming from my chest
I fucking wish someone would save me
I hate it when you talk to me, but talk to me some more
Hands to my ears and my face to the floor
Love it when they lie to me, so lie to me some more
You fucked me up and put me through the ground
Scream for help, but it never makes a sound
You took it wrong, I didn't mean it that way
Silent with the pressure, but I let it stay
I'ma let it 'til it breaks me
Down, I know you want me here, but I never come around
I'm sorry, and I owe you that, that's what this shit's about
I walk slow with my teeth glued to my mouth
And I don't talk 'cause the room's always too loud
Loud
(Loud)
And I am waking up, heart is fucking numb
It's only 7 AM but I can't seem to lay down
Anxious 'bout the day, what's gonna happen today?
I just can't get a break, everything's still the same
Mind is racing if today you're gon' reply to me
Nothing points to that, but I'll wait just in case
If you had a change of mind, blood is pouring out my eyes
Phone is charged all the time 'cause I'm waiting for
For you to reply
Please stop wasting my time
It just wasn't enough
And I can't make up my mind
You said that nothing has changed
But I don't feel the same
But I am keen to believe 'cause I'm
Just hopeless
I get so deep in this shit, and I'll never get out
Now I'm stuck, and I'm waiting
I never think, I just act
And I ask if I'll make it, or maybe I'm wasting
My time right here, right now
Blood leak, blood flow, lights low, lights out
And it's way too obvious to me the way the bodies dust, I bleed
I need one second alone now
One shot, and now I'm dead, body goes down
Rust gives way
To the chains that hold me
For yesterday
Could not control me
Yeah, the toxins permeate
The armoured skin that covers me
You poor man, your final day
Is ended here from under me
Woah, bring out the big guns
I'm in the mood to erase somethin'
Huh, just try to say somethin' (Yeah)
You getting face fucked, huh
Blunt getting laced up
Put you in swamp water, face up
No matter the chaos faced
I wouldn't give up, I wouldn't give up
For time will tell of better days
From here I smell the autumn rainfall
And it helps me stay strong (Stay strong)
Mm