Who Do I Call Now? (Hellbent)

Still in the blue, say that I miss you, silence

Sit on my phone, try to refrain from dialin'

See, when we're good, then we're good

When we're bad, we're a disaster

Make out, slam the door, and then text you right after

I don't miss the drama, but God, I miss your laughter, whoa

So who do I call now? I'd give it all now

Just to be fightin' in the kitchen

Hearin' the crash of broken dishes

Thought it was bad then, this heartache is hellbent

I'd fall asleep to the television

Drown out the sound of your voice missin'

Now I'd do anythin' for you to yell at me

You left so quietly, but your silence is deafenin'

Hung by a thread, sometimes I wish you'd cut it

Hit me so low, then act like you're so above it

See, when we're high, we're so high, then we crash and we shatter

And make out like we're fine and fall back in old patterns

I don't miss the drama, but God, I miss your laughter, whoa

So who do I call now? I'd give it all now

Just to be fightin' in the kitchen

Hearin' the crash of broken dishes

Thought it was bad then, this heartache is hellbent

I'd fall asleep to the television

Drown out the sound of your voice missin'

Now I'd do anythin' for you to yell at me

You left so quietly, but your silence is deafenin'

I always come back like a sickness

Built the antibodies, get you out my system

The audacity to call yourself the victim

Kick me down, say it's not malicious

You use it all against me when I tell you things

Or even worse, you're not listenin'

I used to go to you for everythin'

So who do I-

Who do I call now? I'd give it all now

Just to be fightin' in the kitchen

Hearin' the crash of broken dishes

Thought it was bad then (thought it was bad)

This heartache is hellbent (hellbent)

I'd fall asleep to the television

Drown out the sound of your voice missin'

Now I'd do anythin' for you to yell at me