i only smoke to feel bad

Okay, okay, okay, okay

Psychoanalyzing all of my decisions

In the middle of the night (night)

I'm revisiting the messages I sent to

That one guy back in July (ooh)

All my friends ask, "What's the matter?

You seem so under the weather"

They take drugs and they feel better

Not me

I only smoke to feel bad (okay, okay, okay, okay)

I get anxious, I go home (I'm sorry)

I don't know why I do that (I'm sorry, I'm sorry)

Is it something you outgrow? (Oh, no)

Endless cycle, feeling psycho

Watch some YouTube (sick)

I only smoke to feel bad (okay, okay, okay, okay)

I guess I like to feel bad (I'm sorry)

Okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, okay

Okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, okay

I think that I'm overthinking

Am I talking way too loud?

Wish I hadn't blurred my vision

Guys, I might be freaking out (ah)

All my friends ask, "What's the matter?

You seem so under the weather"

They take drugs and they feel better

Not me

I only smoke to feel bad (okay, okay, okay, okay)

I get anxious, I go home (I'm sorry)

I don't know why I do that (I'm sorry, I'm sorry)

Is it something you outgrow? (Oh, no)

Endless cycle, feeling psycho

Watch some YouTube (sick)

I only smoke to feel bad (okay, okay, okay, okay)

I guess I like to feel bad (I'm sorry)

Okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, okay

Okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, okay

I only smoke to

I only smoke to (I'm sorry)

Guess I like to feel bad, don't know why I do that

Guess I like to smoke until I'm choking on my own past

Guess I like to (feel bad, don't know why I do that)

Guess I like to (like the feeling of when I'm dreaming or am I-)

Guess I like to feel bad, don't know why I do that

Guess I like to smoke until I'm choking on my own past

Guess I like to (feel bad)

Guess I like to