DESPITE WHAT I SAID

Don't wake up, I'm feeling

So depressed, not healing

I can't help believing

There's nothing here worth keeping

I told you I'm sorry

But you just keep calling

Please hang up, quit stalling

Stop all this pain you're causing

Yes, I know I make mistakes

I never said I'm perfect

You know we feel the same

As if this shit's not worth

It's hard to address

All these words in my head

But despite what I said

I don't really want to be friends

Don't wait up, I'm bleeding

It's hard to find meaning

In those that mistreat me

But god, it feels good leaving

And now I can move on

You fucked up and you're gone

So I'll do what I want

Without the threat of your thorns

Yes, I know I make mistakes

I never said I'm perfect

You know we feel the same

As if this shit's not worth

It's hard to address

All these words in my head

But fuck what I said

I don't really want to be friends

This is the part where you fuck off for good

You have some nerve showing your face around me

Who do you think you are?

Walking back into my life like nothing fucking happened?

What do you need now? Money?

Did you finally get dumped?

Well, news flash

You weren't around when I needed you

You said I was nothing

But nothing is all you'll ever get

Really want to be friends