Lyrics
Different rhythm to my heartbeat
tryna let the heart speak but talks cheap
Now more than over they drivin us to wherever
And we strapped in the carseat
But i been tryna grow til i break out, I been progressin like the chords do
I could tell you fuck what you say now, or baby we could keep it cordial
Either way i beat away the noise boo
Thats a little oxymoron for the druggies and dummies
Sometimes i wish i was either i might just run me a country
Tryna skip nihilism starin at the river
filled to the brim bout to vomit this cynicism
A comet of indecision im calmin these inhibitions
With commonness filled with liquor to honor this inner vision
Im sterilizing my soul wit it
Cuz they been tryna poke a hole in it
But even if they do im puttin diamonds and gold in it
Every wound i shine through remind me there’s no limits
I learned how to see through the pain when its so tinted, oh no no
They jus do the buzzwords they aint really concerned i been tryna conserve now
If i shout at screens cuz im butthurt, voice’ll only weaken i dont wan’ burn out
I been tryna say more with less words
I been tryna say more with less words
I Been tryna say more wi- fuck that
They gon hear every syllable i aint scared of the ridicule
I came here to get rid of who came in here to get rid of truth
Say my story’s an interlude my life about to be a classic
find balance on every bar my fight’ll be gymnastics
Cross me you gettin fucked, consider me a catholic
Sorry moms but if they send bombs to my door
And i break in the pieces i been tryna put together
All on my floor, and i ain’t seen the ceilin i would die for,
than that aint worth to die for so i can’t quiet my roar
And I dont really i dont really i don’t really wanna go awaaayyy yet no
So tell me can i tell me can i tell me can i stay at home
But this the type of man i thought i’d always be now
Im ready as im gonna be i gotta leave now
You gotta learn a lot of notes fore you could freestyle