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I hate how good you looked in the picture that I saw

I'll call it an accident

When I drink I get fearless, curious, I thought

Maybe you'd also look spent

But you still smile like the day that I met you, the day the world turned good

Like nothing mattered- nothing ever really meant a thing, now I know I never would

And you're the reason, two years later, I can't take a flight without crying to our songs

And when I saw your smile in that photo it was clear that I had lost and you were long gone

5 hours and an ocean ahead

You let me go again relentlessly

3000 miles, I should've guessed

You'd be the one - the one to leave me

The fights, the tears, your mates, their cheers

The ring you couldn't afford

And I'd pay through my teeth, I'd watch you sleep

I'd keep the peace, while it'd burn inside me

Guess it makes sense that you've gone ahead and I'm crying on this plane, wishing you were here with me again

That war in late May, the screaming the shaking

The way you just went to bed

You convinced me that this love was once-in-a-lifetime

And that's why I'd lost my head

Somehow I'd fight, somehow I had to

Something I couldn't lose

But then nothing matters, nothings gonna mean a thing when I'm not the one you choose

You're still the reason, two years later, I can't take a flight without crying to our songs

And when I saw your smile in that photo it was clear I had lost and you were long gone

5 hours, and an ocean ahead

You let me go again relentlessly

3000 miles, I should've guessed

You'd be the one to leave me

The fights, the tears, your mates, their cheers

The ring you couldn't afford

And I'd pay through my teeth, I'd watch you sleep

I'd keep the peace, while it'd burn inside me

So I guess it makes sense that you've gone ahead and I'm crying on this plane, wishing you were here with me again

Now every face I see is yours, I doubt you still know mine

Your hands on me, worth more than any day or week of time

I still can't love I try, I cry, I'd lie to take it back