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Back Then (I Get to Thinking)

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Lyrics

I get to thinkin, bout every time I robbed or hit the plug

Just so I could hold a dub like fuck it any ship can sink

I get to thinkin, bout all them times my people showed no love

When all I did was show em love and disappeared quick with a blink

I get to tweaking, like how my daddy walked out on his kid when I need it

Guess he never seen the shit the way I see it bitch im bleedin

From the inside coming out a broken heart and you the reason

I'm so fucked up in the head why I'm so sleepless I can feel it

All these demons I been fighting stem from you, right to the motherfuckin roots

The only problem here is you and I finally see it

I got to witness it first hand I finally feel it I can't put up with this shit no I don't need it

Hear me out one time let me talk about it, you never gave a fuck bout how I feel

You ain't never think about how it fucked me up, ain't playin with this shit my feelings real

I talk to God, he ain't hear my message, wondering why my daddy left me

Man I still ain't got no answers fuckin me up so broken damaged

Left my mom turned me to a bastard

Fuck you too still turnt a savage

Hopped in the streets started toting ratchets

Next time I see you i'ma pull up blasting, think I'm cappin

I seen way to many caskets in this rap shit

Couldn't give a fuck bout one more bitch I'll let you have it

Got my mask on when I bend the block, big bird gang on the phone with the flock

I'm ridin dirty through the land with the Glock

Big bands on me put a bag on yo top I'ma get you knocked

If it's the last thing that I do before I die I'll make sure you see the pain that's in my eyes