this is a song not a suicide letter

You're gonna swallow the pills

20 Advils and a bottle of vodka

I want you to know, I know how it goes, you don't get what you wanted

As she breaks down the door, finds you on the floor

The one that you always thought you couldn't call

She's calling the ambulance, to take you to hell and back

You wake up not dead in a hospital bed and you pull out the wires

The nurse by your side, you tell her you're fine but I know that you're lying

You crack a joke, so that they won't keep you in overnight, let you go home

But home's where the problem is, it's where you don't wanna live

This is not the end

It's the anthem and it plays inside your head

And the drums sound like the heartbeat in your chest, oh-ho

Hold on, I know that it's gonna get better

This is a song not a suicide letter (yeah)

You wouldn't believe the things we achieve even if I told you

You make up with your dad, break up with the bad ones

You leave and get sober

You'll come back 10 years later to tell your younger self

That you made it through hell and then back again

There and back in an ambulance

This is not the end

It's the anthem and it plays inside your head

And the drums sound like the heartbeat in your chest, oh-ho

Hold on, I know that it's gonna get better

This is a song not a suicide letter

Yeah, yeah, not a suicide letter

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah-ah

This is not the end

It's the anthem in your head

And the drums sound like the heartbeat in your chest, oh-ho

Hold on, I know that it's gonna get better

This is a song not a suicide letter (letter)

This is not the end

It's the anthem and it plays inside your head

See me waiting for the ones we won't forget, no-oh

Hold on, I know that it's gonna get better

This is a song not a suicide letter