Lyrics
If you believe I think you could walk on water
Throw away your pride alongside all your dollars
Ye of little faith that ain't good for your posture
I can't catch a break, could you throw a lil' softer?
The homie OD'd on the way to his mama house
That should've been me when I was on my way out
Can't stand a bunch of zealots and what comes out they mouth
Every saint got a past and every sinner gon' shout
And even though I know His plans are better than mine
I tend to wrestle every chance that I feel so inclined
It's matters of the heart but not to be confused with
Changing who you are 'cause that shit gon' consume you
Excuse me if (Excuse me if)
I'm ungrateful (I'm ungrateful)
I just escape through all the things that went and took you
And I don't deserve this kind of grace
Breathing with dumb mistakes I made
Excuse me if
Can't save you, but I'm grateful
Don't be deceived, I've seen the hands of my Father
Crying on His shoulder while I made an empty promise
Later in the evening I overdosed in my room
I'm foamin' at the mouth and I'm just staring at my shoes
The truth is inconvenient but a fallacy's a problem
Told plenty of lies but I don't care to comment
Seen temptation and shook her hand with a smile
Been sitting on the fence ever since and it's been a while
La vida es fría, I've seen too much to be quiet
We do it to ourselves and resort to our own violence
A jury of my peers wouldn't understand a survivor
Easier said than done when you tryna break a cycle
Excuse me if (Excuse me if)
I'm ungrateful (I'm ungrateful)
I just escape through all the things that went and took you
And I don't deserve this kind of grace
Breathing with dumb mistakes I made
Excuse me if
Can't save you, but I'm grateful
And I've been here surviving life, so much guilt
Didn't I try so hard just to keep you alive?
I'm empty inside so why do I have so much guilt?