Lyrics
I thought you were there, man, I was there, man
I posted up with my killer in my right hand
I thought that you'd care, man, you just stare, damn
Type of shit I fucking feel, I'll make you understand
Pop out, let my head go, let my blood flow
You're the only one I love, I thought that you'd know
See it in your eyes, oh, ain't no surprise, oh
You're my everything, and you don't love me no more
Oh, oh, I don't wanna talk about the way I fucking feel now
Empty in my body, that's the only thing I feel now
I wish I could talk about the way I fucking feel now
Oh, oh, tell me if I'm wrong for thinking that this shit was real now
Everybody lying, I just wish you'd keep it real now
I wish I could talk about the way I fucking feel now
I wish that you cared, man, really cared, man
If you needed me, like anywhere, I'm there, man
Life ain't fucking fair, man, you were there, man
Took so many fucking drugs beyond repair, man
You don't wanna know me, I'm a nightmare
Picture-perfect, baby, I can't help it but stare
Dreaming 'bout your long hair, your pretty blank stare
If you needed me for anything, I'm right here
Oh, oh, I don't wanna talk about the way I fucking feel now
Empty in my body, that's the only thing I feel now
I wish I could talk about the way I fucking feel now
Oh, oh, tell me if I'm wrong for thinking that this shit was real now
Everybody lying, I just wish you'd keep it real now
I wish I could talk about the way I fucking feel now