Shame On Me

I been out here chuggin', so when I'm chuggin'

I'm not tryna look good when I'm fuckin' chuggin'

I ain't got time to look good when I'm hustlin'

I gotta look like this to hustle more

It's Mohammed Djajda Stak Rak Dally Montel

I'm going through some shit can you not tell?

I'ma take them all down, I just need one shell

I'ma drop them all out, I just need one girl

It's time to settle down cah I'm getting old

Black don't crack but we sell it though

Just woke up from a episode

I can't sleep at night 'cause it's very, yo

I can't sleep at night 'cause it's very cold

I can't sleep at night 'cause there's heavy pains

I be stressing 'bout my future in every way

I can't be forty on my block chilling every day

I don't just do this for a watch or heavy chain

And cut your friends off if they ain't tryna elevate

Me nuh portray it but I'm living that life

A nigga pulled out a gun and shot me on my side

But it hurt more when I heard my nigga got life

Kitchen knife under my pillow, I could die if I toss and turn

It's free blade every time 'cause he doesn't learn

Who's talking? Not again, just another nerd

Who's broke and he doesn't earn his hiding, you haffi lurk

You probably won't find him but have a search

And if you do, bro, have him murked

I ain't rid out in so long but I have a urge

Fuck it, I'ma rapper now, I'll rap a verse

Yo, alright

Now lemme switch it

And talk about the trust that I don't have

My paranoia's so bad

I like you and, yeah, we hold hands

But trust you? Nah no chance

Wife you? That's no plan

Cah you gon' leave when there's no bands

Ay, would you leave when there's no fans?

Bro, when she leaves you it's so sad

I seen my g suffer, I don't need lover

I just need comma, I need a sweet summer

Yo, listen to me speak, brother

I know your broke and you need butter

Rob anyone just not each other

White boy was our nigga, we nuh see colour

Rest in peace, thugga

This is the jungl,e so try survive

That's why I look with my ears and I hear with eyes

They think I made it and life is fine

Then why's my nigga doing stick up for 9 to 5?

Lemme give you man some life advice

Rule one

Don't let these hoes come between

Rule two

Don't ever leave your prints on the scene

Rule three

If the feds come for you don't speak

Rule four

Don't ever snake bro for a P

Rule five

Don't ever try style on me

'Cause the jackboys are active they rise and teef

I been through some shit that my mind won't leave

That's why I'm getting nightmares when I go sleep

Yo, that's why I'm getting nightmares when I go

Cah these niggas wanna rain on me

I ain't do it but they still put the blame on me

They fooled me twice so it's shame on me

I'm from the trenches where all these niggas change on me

I'm into watches, I ain't got no chains on me

I don't fight demons, I just play zombie

I'm depressed, I know it sounds insane from me