Emotionally Controlled

I don't understand

You said you'd never leave

You told me that you'd be there

But you're lying to me

You're always on my mind

And when it's late at night

I think bout what you doing

Do you think of me sometimes

And when Im feeling down

I lose self control

Emotions keep coming

And Im tryna let you go

And when Im feeling down

I lose self control

Emotions keep coming

And Im tryna let you go

I been goin through this pain alone the world so cold

Yea

I been goin through this pain alone my mind no strong

Yea

So when I'm feelin down

I lose self control

But you by my self with me

Hold myself with pride with me

All them nights you cried with me yea

All them nights you lied to me

Felt you could've died with me yea

I done lost myself my heart is cold my heart done turn mat black

So if you try to call remember that

So if you try to talk to me again

Don't try to act like we were always friends

Yea

Them nights you cried I was by your side all through it yea

Tears crocodile I seen you lie so stupid yea

Juice never lied your pretty eyes I knew it yea

You never tried and there I lied so clueless yea

I was wrong my friends were right

Pretty ones be the pain in life

Took my heart and you held a strike

Never trust again I might yea

Carry myself like an artist manifesting where I wanna be

Manifesting where Im gonna be yea

All that takes the pain away

Maybe dreaming bout them days would bring them better days

No no

I done lost myself my heart is cold my heart done turn mat black

So if you try to call remember that

So if you try to talk to me again

Don't try to act like we were always friends

Yea