my own misery

I'm a slave to my own worst enemy

So ashamed of my own identity

I've tried but can't escape it

No choice but to embrace it

Truth is, I do this to myself

Ruthless in every lie I tell

I never face it

I'm, I'm so complacent

Why am I afraid of what it's gonna take?

For me to stop feeling this way

Maybe I'm addicted to my own misery

I say I wanna find what's killing me inside

But I can't seem to survive

Maybe I'm addicted to my own misery

I always run from my own emotions

It's easier to keep myself broken

It's easier to keep myself broken

My psychosis leaves me hopeless

It's easier to keep myself broken

Why am I afraid of what it's gonna take?

For me to stop feeling this way

Maybe I'm addicted to my own misery

I say I wanna find what's killing me inside

But I can't seem to survive

Maybe I'm addicted to my own misery

I never let go of my mistakes

Get up to fall on my own blade

Victim of the void and I can't escape

So I live by the pain and accept my fate

I never let go of my mistakes

Get up to fall on my own blade

Victim of the void and I can't escape

So I live by the pain and accept my fate

Truth is, I do this to myself (oh-oh-oh)

Ruthless in every lie I tell (oh-oh-oh)

Why am I afraid of what it's gonna take

For me to stop feeling this way

Maybe I'm addicted to my own misery

I say I wanna find what's killing me inside

But I can't seem to survive

Maybe I'm addicted to my own misery

I always run from my own emotions

It's easier to keep myself broken

Maybe I'm addicted to my own misery

I'm addicted to my own misery