i don't think i can ever heal myself

I wanna tell you everything

I wanna show how much you mean to me

But as you see, I'm on the brink of losin' everything

I fall apart, like, every day

I wonder what my family'd say

If they were watching me, they'd pray to God I find some inner peace

I'm deletin' all my socials and I'm goin' off the grid

It's time to truly find out how much I really meant

To you, to you, to you

Do you miss me too?

Do you? Do you? Do you?

I don't know what I'll do

And I've burnt every bridge so now I can't go back

I don't know why I do this, it just makes me sad

I'll put the blame on you 'cause that's just what I do

Do you hate me? Because I hate me too

I wanna tell you everything

I wanna show how much you mean to me

But as you see, I'm on the brink of losin' everything

I fall apart, like, every day

I wonder what my family'd say

If they were watching me, they'd pray to God I find some inner peace

I wanna tell you everything

I wanna show how much you mean to me

But as you see, I'm on the brink of losin' everything

I fall apart, like, every day

I wonder what my family'd say

If they were watching me, they'd pray to God I find some inner peace