Lyrics
If we falter now, those lives will have been lost in-
If you got a problem with me now, just hit Chris about it
I don't give a shit about it, I don't even think about it, huh
Yeah, gotta keep my wits about me
I haven't seen my mother in some months, I feel her arms around me
Oh-oh, I feel God surround me
Look me in my eyes, I heard You know all about me
Never tried to take my life but, of course, I fucking thought about it
I thought about it, but I never did it (I never did it)
(Social suicide) I plan on going missing
Want the old me, but back then I felt hogtied
You don't know me, you just know someone that was online (yeah)
I've shed tears every time I looked through the archive
See a flashback of the old me in my hard drive
Lying if I said that I don't think about it much
I just need to throw it up, I just need to throw it (up)
Yeah, I can fight to live it all again
Quite confident and we prospering
Juventus with the draw again, like (fuck)
I just made the call again, like (fuck)
Slowsilver soldier, baby, throw it up
Throw it up, throw it up, baby, please just throw it up
Throw it up, throw it up, baby, please just throw it up
Throw it up, throw it up, baby, please just throw it up
Throw it up, throw it up, baby, please just throw it up
And my past will keep following me
And my ego's just hollowing me
Better speed up and get a move on
How much do I gotta pay you just to move on?
Should we call this love? I don't understand
To you, I'm your heart, but I'm only a man
I don't wanna treat you like a crutch
Ah, I, I wanna see you, I just need to throw it up
Throw it up, throw it up, baby, please just throw it up
Throw it up, throw it up, baby, please just throw it up
Throw it up, throw it up, baby, please just throw it up
Throw it up, throw it up, baby, please just throw it up
Throw it up, throw it up, baby, please just throw it up
Throw it up, throw it up, baby, please just throw it up
Throw it up, throw it up, baby, please just throw it up
Throw it up, throw it up, baby, please just throw it up