See It In Your Eyes

I hate I gotta be the one to tell you like this

But you don't buy the truth 'till I sell it like this

And you don't hear the pain 'till I yell it like this

And you don't get the message 'till I spell it like this

Always putting U before I's becoming regrettable

Time to switch it up, you know, keeping it alphabetical

Non-edible, that's a tough pill to swallow

You acting brand new, that's a tough act to follow

But here I am dancing around all your insecurities

Watered you with love but it only grew immaturity

Now I got a security, well-guarded

It all started

Jumping on them stages

You swore it was phases

You used to pray that I make it now my failure get your praises

Like me living dreams gone ruin yours

And all my feelings still ignored

And all the shit I did before

You know just who I did it for

So why we playing dumb with it?

Stay cool or I'm done with it

I even said you can come with

But can't take the shit that come with it

Who's fault is that?

Yeah

I mean a nigga turned 30 now the future got me worried

Is it too late for rap?

Is my talent too repressed and it's too late to tap?

Yeah, that's where I'm at

And something tells me on my death bed and crying some

Regret'll kill me quicker than whatever it is I'm dying from

Yeah, and how I'm 'sposed to live with that?

It's God given 'sposed to give it back

I'm just hoping that we still intact

I'm trynna bring that feeling back

Yeah

I spoke to God and brought the kneeling back

I pray that he still hearing that

And even without the hearing back

I know that he still steering that

There's not too much more clear than that

You need proof just look where I'm at

I mean a nigga made it big just ain't make it rap

I even did it Ivy League now I'm making a stack

But like a drop out I never been one for the cap