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Nobody cares about nothing
And it fucking astounds me
I put thousand albums out
And nobody around me
It's like the product that I drop is dysfunctional
Punch em in the guts
And they dont even feel it
I dont get a damn thing
Started getting impatient
I get the same thing
Godamn it
I admit it
Been at it a minute
Im quick with the lyricsm
Spit it like venom
But no matter if I hit em or miss em
They duckin and dodgin
Wondering if im gon make it
Like im in the projects
Shout out brother pat
And em and biggie
And 2pac
Who done dropped everything
Brother was a veteran
Hip hop classic
Brother packing the stacks
But ima keeping it pushing and pushing
Until i am a better me
Say sayanora to the other better gs
I got that energy
We call it synergy
The synonym inside of everything
But when it's only you and me
Im talking to the mic
And nobody else
Stealing every punch line
Make it nobody else's
Ain't a call for help
Just a call to fix myself
I wanna love myself
But only hate myself
Always depended more on my enemies then my friends
Cause they the ones that was there to push me right to the end
Remember this one time (one time)
Late at night (late at night)
All alone (all alone)
No light (no light)
I was there just livin to live
Didn't realize that I had way to much to give
I gave everything I had with all my breath and shit
Writing down punch lines
Keeping touch and shit
Wonder how my friends doin
I wonder what dream or decision or vision
That they have all been pursuing
I feel out of touch
Out of reach
Haven't been home in like a century
The box is empty
Im pleading guilty
My hearts a dead beat
My pops a dickweed
My minds on empty
Like shit I cant see
This girl done ghost me
Like maybe it's me?
Or maybe im me
Lemme tell you all a little story
I was 14, trapped inside of endorphins
Surrounded by more feins
Who want to destroy me
But I know that I am better
And dont do it for the cheddar
Pocket full of dreams
Hell man, life ain't what it seems
Six times
Dropping in school
Thought it was cool
Till I saw the bigger picture
Man I was a fool
Wish I could go back
And back
But nah im never goin back