They watch the clock and call it hesitation
They see my silence and label it undecided
But I am not lost in the fog
I'm simply waiting for the wind to clear the view
Why rush a signature on a life I have to lead
Your urgency is a cage I refuse to step into
You say Im drifting losing the light
Missing the chances that vanish in flight
But I seek the marrow the truth and the bone
Id rather be late than be standing alone
In a choice that wasn't mine to own
You whisper about the gold I left on the table
The high paying chains I declined for a fable
But the interest of my soul pays a higher rate
Than the comfort of a life Ive grown to hate
My palette is varied
My sounds are wide
I am the ocean
Not just the tide
I change my mind to keep it open
Better a shifting truth than a vow that is broken
The gold I left
The neck of yours
The same sunsets
The same rain pours
My madness has a method you cannot see
A quiet prosperity in just being me
If I am wrong
If I miss the mark
We all end the same way
Deep in the dark
So let me be undecided until the very end
For time is the teacher not just the trend
Full information no pressure
The quality of life is a remark
Undecided