Lyrics
Look me dead in my eyes
Pain in my heart but I pretend I'm fine
Tears on my cheek mama I'm fed up of life
We came from the mud do you remember the times
Look him dead in the eyes
You'll see where the envy and the jealousy lies
Day ones turning when they said they would ride
Feel like my heart's just been buried alive
I say what I wanna say, do what I wanna do
Bossed up now I move how I wanna move
When they tell me no I just do the impossible
Where were you when I lost it all
I had zero in the bank balance
Dreaming of a life that was mad lavish
On the road to the riches you might
Lose some good people and bad habits
Fast forward now I'm praying to the lord through the panoramic
For the clout niggas might take cheap shots
For the clout bitches will take screenshots
I'm depressed need my mama and I need God
Label don't care they just want the streams up
Ooh nothing new
Took a L for the Ms it's a mood
Devil tryna put demons on my back
I suggest you invest in a vest and a tool
Look me dead in my eyes
Pain in my heart but I pretend I'm fine
Tears on my cheek mama I'm fed up of life
We came from the mud do you remember the times
Look him dead in the eyes
You'll see where the envy and the jealousy lies
Day ones turning when they said they would ride
Feel like my heart's just been buried alive
Please don't tell me advice
If you ain't seen what I've seen or
Been where I come from
I know niggas want it dead or alive
Cut from a different cloth my denim is fly
Please don't believe the net all they telling is lies
Girl I know that you're stressed but I said I would try
And then I'm gone till November again
Can't trust anyone not a foe not a friend
I'm always on my ones I should phone up a friend
You only call my number for dough that's the thing
Still got love so I'm loaning you
But when it's time to pay back there's a hold up again
Hold up again
Ooh nothing new
Even when you win you can lose
Tell me baby what would you choose
Broke and upset or depressed in a coupe
Look me dead in my eyes
Pain in my heart but I pretend I'm fine
Tears on my cheek mama I'm fed up of life
We came from the mud do you remember the times
Look him dead in the eyes
You'll see where the envy and the jealousy lies
Day ones turning when they said they would ride
Feel like my heart's just been buried alive