Lyrics
Ay ay ay ay ay ay ay
Ay ay ay ay ay
So sick of this life, I don't even wanna eat
I don't feel no soul, living deep inside of me
I toss, I turn, man I cannot sleep
Same old shit everyday of the week
Dealing with these people, I just really wanna leave
I don't hear what you say lose my mind when you speak
Just zone out, see my body in the trees
Everybody wanna know what is wrong with me
I got a lot of shit building up on my chest
'Til I can't breathe and I'm running out of breath
Blow out my mind 'cause it's so full of stress
I can't lie, I don't know what's next
I waste my life, I've blown my checks
I've lost so much, I don't know what's next
Where's my thoughts, I'm a broken mess
Will I take my life, I don't know what's next
I got a lot of shit building up on my chest
'Til I can't breathe and I'm running out of breath
Blow out my mind 'cause it's so full of stress
I can't lie, I don't know what's next
I waste my life, I've blown my checks
I've lost so much, I don't know what's next
Where's my thoughts, I'm a broken mess
Will I take my life, I don't know what's next (Yeah)
I don't even really know where my homies at
Are they even really real, real?
What the hell is real anyways man
I don't know how to feel, feel
I'll be sitting by myself in the dark, man
'Til my body feels chills, chills
I'm about to go and pop another bottle man
Watch the alcohol spill, spill
I haven't been depressed in a long time
I don't even wanna say that I'm sad
But there's a hole that is growing deep inside of me
And it hurts real bad, damn
Do you feel my words? (do you feel my words?)
Do you hear my pain? (do you hear my pain?)
Do you even really understand
What the hell I'm trying to say?, Aye