Lyrics
Now I just smoked a joint for the
First time in a while and I tripped out
Like how I'm 30, still living in my mom's house
Staring in the bathroom mirror, the light gleam off my gray hair
My heartbeat sound like a snare
Well I just hit the same spliff and I feel good now
Reminiscing back, I'm glad I made my neighborhood proud
Had to get my ass up off my seat to put my foot down
Bunch of nonbelievers when I look back, but look now
I mean I feel the same, I can't complain about this life, dawg
But even you know that the love don't keep the lights on
I got talent and drive to really thrive
But maybe I just need more time to write the right song
Maybe you just gotta see the bigger picture
Shit, maybe I just haven't found my inner ninja
That's your problem right there
Why you think it only took me one song to spark a career?
Been going for years
Enjoy the come up when you coming up, it's hard to compare
Okay, I'll take your Suburban, you take my mom's Cavalier
Oh you funny guy, funny guy
Don't you worry 'bout the money, guy
Gotta take the rain with the sunny skies
You know what I mean, man, I'm just being honest
I made my girl a promise and I still ain't got the ring, man
Sick of doing laundry every week and the machine jammed
Only fucking plaque that I got is in my teeth, fam
Damn, something's gotta give
I feel like I'm dying for tryna live
And they still make me feel like I'm competing with you
Huh, competing with who? Competing with Luke?
You see what I'm— (Okay, man)
Still struggling
Twenty-two long hard years, I'm still struggling
Survival got me buggin', buggin'
Survival got me buggin', buggin'
I just had a couple drinks and I feel better now
Anything to make these voices in my head settle down
Man, sometimes I think I'm scared of success
Alright, quit then
Either that, Quake, or quit bitching
There's a lot of people who would love to be in your position