white noise love

Shoutouts to Yung Bruh

Lil Tracy

This shit brings back memories, man

I feel so fucking lonely, giving love to some boys

But the love that I give has got to feel like white noise

Yeah I dont even want the real love, I just want to be god

I want someone who would kill for me, yeah I just want to get fucked

I want to be incredible, I want to be all yours

But can't ignore my shadow though, my shadow carries my scars

Please hold me in your lap, imagine that I'm worth it

I'll never forget that you felt so great before you met me

Leave me, i wanna find someone else to mistreat me

I don't care how much I bleed, I want this to be easy

Wake up from the dream (wake up from the dream)

I got these memories I can't delete

So many things I wish I could unsee

You can put me out of my misery

Dying world inside me you refuse to see

Keep me locked in a cage in your fantasy

In your- in your fantasy

Now you got me in my head again

I'm confused like what the fuck

Cause everything you just said to me

Got me feeling like I'm out of luck

And I don't know how to respond

I don't know how to feel inside

Cause my thoughts keep racing on

And I can't tell if it's in my head

And I can't tell if I'm your friend

Even with the all time I'd lend

Just for you I felt us mend

But that's all gone now like the wind

And now I think you want me dead

I think you want us to end

And I don't think I could amend

So I should leave that's enough said

But maybe that's all for the best

You weren't closer than a guest

Cause right now your not treating me best

And your acting like I'm the pest

I don't care about our past

How else am I supposed to react

All of that just feels like jest

Because now I know the rest

But right when I'm about to leave

I think about us when we're fine