One thought spirals more than I can take
Every move I make multiplies mistakes
Don't think I can take another fucking hit
Even if I push, I'm forever tied to this
Every part you reshape
Every cut you replace
Is remaking
Every piece of pain
Every broken frame
Is a chain that you're breaking
Tried pleasure, distraction, and chasing the material
But that's when I realized the habit became serial
Feels like I'm drowning underneath on repeat
Even if I try to leave, it feels permanently me
Even tried searching for the ethereal
But when I reach out, all I get is a burial
Every part you reshape
Every cut you replace
Is remaking
Every piece of pain
Every broken frame
Is a chain that you're breaking
It's not black or white, you already knew
Every person has a story, mine's a shattered view
Even when they say kind things, I think it's fake
Can't feel their empathy in a fallen state
Eyeing for a smile to crack just once
But can't seem to trust anyone up front
Everyone around claims they want my best
But they don't know this place (Nothing can rest)
Can't do what you don't know
So when they say do better
Don't forget it's not whether
You get it right the first time
Every part you reshape
Every cut you replace
Is remaking
Every piece of pain
Every broken frame
Is a chain that you're breaking
Your weakness isn't wasted
It's remaking
Your weakness isn't wasted
It's remaking