Lyrics
Ayo Killa K!
Huh, lately been fightin' myself winning or losing I really can't tell
If I crash out, I'ma be in that cell, so how bout I cool it
Smoke me a blunt and go watch me a movie
Need a lil' laugh in my life before I lose it
Look what I built, and they still think I'm stupid
I done put years in the shit that I'm doin
Chasin' a check while they chasin' a bottle girl, still have my fun bust a nut then I gotta go
Took a few L's, but I brush off a lot of those
Really, it's all of em
Say what you want, hope you know you ain't stoppin nun
I been the one, I don't care what they talkin about
Try not to spazz if I do, I'ma spark it out
I been changin' so much in these last couple months
Hustlin' hard without doin' too much it's a balance
Ain't got a mil, but I act like I have it
Trickin my mind into makin' shit happen
The universe want me to win, gotta help it
You get a reward where you puttin' your effort
Why you actin' surprised, not believin' your eyes
Avoiding the truth, cause they used to the lies
If I quit now, then a part of me dies
Ain't a woulda or coulda, I did or I tried
Been hearin' the whispers, they said I'll be fine
Just show who I be and keep livin' my life
It'll all come together, just wait on the night
But I'm restless as fuck, been stressin' bout none
I know who I am, nigga, think what you want
Rolled up a blunt when I needed a hug
I treated her good when she needed a thug
My fault, I should've known
Go be a hoe, just leave me alone
You ain't tryna ride, then get out the road
I don't got the time, I been in that mode
Okay!