Lyrics
If I told you my testimony you would not believe me
But I have been in the ring
I started out smoking when I was 13 and I thought
That I knew it all smoking some weed
It started out just as a hobby but I did not know
All of the damages that it would leave
I would start to get hooked and I would start to get anxious
Got kicked out of school for selling the tree
They put me in cuffs and got locked in a cell
I was only 14 did not know how to feel
I got out and went back to chasing a thrill
Hopping in whips to see what to steal
The highs got harder and harder to find
My health got worse I would steady decline
Only 15 and my sister got shot by the cops
I am yelling at God like why
What is the purpose what is the reason
Why would you let that happen I mean it
I am just a kid but I feel like I have been through it all
I am tired of all of this grieving
Why do you not answer me feel like I talk to myself when I am praying do you even see me
Answer my question I talk to the clouds
I am tired of yelling just please come down
I have just been looking for God cause I know that He is real
After all of these things that I have been through I feel
Like He is all that I got and that is all I need
I do not care what you think I am going to follow it till
The day that I die
These people do not get it
But that is alright
Yea just look at the sky
Just look at the birds
Yea just look at your life
I know that He is real
It is not like He hides
Just open your eyes
And you are going to find
The only way you can feel love is through Christ
The only way you can see cause of the light
The only way you can be satisfied
Is if you find the purpose of life
Never give up the reason I found Him
Was cause
All of this pain that grows inside of me
It took some time for me to see