Lyrics
Awake inside another dream
Falling far, losing teeth
I grip the wheel, gaining speed
Brakes faltering
Will I ever learn how the pattern starts?
With sleep-heavy eyes and racing thoughts
Hands tied to the shadow of all I've done
Can't brace for the fall
Feel the tightness in my chest, like a hand around my heart
Daylight starts to burn and doesn't stop
Try to catch my breath before it all
Is bringing me down again
Is this real or just a dream?
Loop of false awakening
All I want, out of reach
Mind faltering
How long will this go on before I start
Driving an anxious blade right through my heart?
Now I'm asking myself how it got this far
A shot in the dark
Feel the tightness in my chest, like a hand around my heart
Daylight starts to burn and doesn't stop
Try to catch my breath before it all
Is bringing me down again
Race against the clock
Hesitate to start
Lost in spiral thought
Know it's my own fault (With good intent, you know I tried)
Race against the clock (A list too long, my eyes are tired)
Hesitate to start (I feel the weight under the gun)
Lost in spiral thought (Another day with nothing done)
Know it's my own fault