First Thing in the Morning

Why

Why do I feel so alone?

Days end and I'm limping home

My worlds draped in grey tones

Wanna see it different though

Let me try

Maybe I can grow into it

I want it bad

Make it look so easy when you do it

How?

First thing in the morning

I lose my mind

It got contaminated

Over time

First thing in the morning

I'm compromised

Longing sets the tone

And the burden's all mine

(ten steps backwards and you can hear it my nervous laughter)

And all I do is hide

(ten steps backwards and you can hear it my nervous laughter)

And all I do is hide

I just hide, hide

So it's no wonder why I

Isolate and decompose

When you come around nobody's home

I've been reaching lower lows

Wanna see it different though

Let me try

Maybe I can grow into it

I want it bad

Make it look so easy when you do it

How?

First thing in the morning

I lose my mind

It got contaminated

Over time

First thing in the morning

I'm compromised

Longing sets the tone

And the burden's all mine

(ten steps backwards and you can hear it my nervous laughter)

And all I do is hide

(ten steps backwards and you can hear it my nervous laughter)

And all I do is hide

I just hide, hide

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