Lyrics
Oh God, I think I feel a change in me
I don't feel too good, but I don't feel like I'm dying
Dear God, there's been a change in me
I hear a call out from nowhere and everywhere
as if the earth was opening its mouth and screaming
I think my meds are working now
Oh my junglist boyfriend drives a Cadillac
And he's pretty nice to look at, I think I'm finally
Normal now
Yeah I'm feeling pretty normal now
I light his cigarettes from the passenger seat
My sunglasses provide the world in an affect of amber glow
Could everything be this warm forever
And my normalcy is spreading, this is the summer of normalcy forever
Even the Reaper project file of this song
Is crying out to me in ecstasy
Oh wanting to live, oh wanting to try
These were things I didn't know were options
Until I almost died
Lithium carbonate coursing through my blood
How long it's been since I've felt this good
And normal now
I'm really normal now
The spring is coming, the beautiful spring
Took a long time to come, but now it's here
Oh the light and sound
and texture and color of everything
I know this feeling won't last forever
But after I think that, I think whatever
Cuz we're here right now, and my meds they're working now