Wake up in the morning, have to put aside the past
I learned to keep it to myself and tend to hide behind this mask
I guess my feelings ain't important, nobody cares to even ask
So I gotta keep everybody smiling while I'm looking for a laugh
Lying to the world
But I wish that I was honest
'Cause it's killing me for sure
And no, I don't want it
I cry out calling, looking for someone
They ask for more when all I wanna be is done
The tears of a clown is the pool where I'm drowning from
'Cause who they love ain't me, oh, oh
'Cause who they love ain't me, oh, oh
'Cause who they love ain't-
All the things they think
Kill my loneliness with a drink
Been a long time since, I felt like myself, yeah
I guess I'm scared if they see the real me
They'll all change their minds, so, I'll never tell 'em
I'm lying to the world
But I wish that I was honest
'Cause it's killing me for sure
And no, I don't want it
I cry out calling, looking for someone
They ask for more when all I wanna be is done
The tears of a clown is the pool where I'm drowning from
'Cause who they love ain't me, oh, oh
'Cause who they love ain't me, oh, oh
'Cause who they love ain't-
Lying to the world (to the world)
I swear I'm being honest
'Cause that ain't what I'm here for (here for)
And no, I can't hide it
I cry out calling, looking for someone (looking for someone)
They ask for more when all I wanna be is done (I wanna be is done)
The tears of a clown is the pool where I'm drowning from (where I'm drowning from)
'Cause who they love ain't me, oh, oh (no, it ain't, no, it ain't, no, it ain't)
'Cause who they love ain't me, oh, oh (no, it ain't, no, it ain't)
'Cause who they love ain't me (no, it ain't, no, it ain't)