A Soul's Demand

I'm wondering was it worth it

All of what we worked for

You fell harder than me

And consequently hurt more

I really am sorry

But I know that words won't do

But they're all I know

And they're all I knew

Lady just know this isn't your mistake

Usually I don't know escaping situations

But now I flee

Lady this is what my soul demands

I've been the boulder man for most my life

But now I weep

Now I

Now I weep

Be warned

Cuz the fact is more than half the

Guys out here are walking talking disasters

And I don't cuss on verses but this time I'm sure I have to

'Cause in your future and past there's so many assholes

And bastards before me and after

And watch your back 'cause

They might practice floral tactics but nothing else is intact

It seems they got their morals backwards

And if you told me you'd become a nun for the next few years

Trust me

Nothing would be more relaxing

I'm thinking please don't inform the masses you're attractive

But as the days go by slowly I notice this sorta thing

Just sorta happens

To more people than me

So maybe I should just be happy there's no prophylactic

No pesticide

But

Seeing you next to guys will have me stressed and petrified

And what's a little unexpected I

Can't seem to shake my overly protective side

I feel electrified

Knowing most men are out here only to objectify

Lately my heads been running marathons

Lately I've been laying a lot

Delaying a lot

Running later a lot

I guess that counts as exercise

I thought this'd be a piece of cake that I'd eat

I awake from my sacred sleep anticipating defeat

I can't stay on my feet

Nah, can't take it

I'm weak

I'm about to break down and shake when we greet