Tryna find myself, feeling like a treasure hunt
Putting on my clothes like I'm putting on my front
Jordan 12s on my feet just so nobody knows that
You could take off my shoes and find my heart at my toes
World turns, each day is a broken record
Wait for the day that my life restarts
One more time for the broken records and
One more time for the broken hearts
Nobody loves you, but where have you been?
Talking to yourself, do you need medicine?
You've got all the stars in Super Mario
So why are you still playing? Your scenario is bland
Take me by the hand
I want to stay home
Tell me bout your dreams
But don't wake me up from my own
I'm tryna find myself, it's like a treasure hunt
And it's in Davy Jones' locker beneath the waterfront
(Drowning)
World turns, each day: a broken record
Wait for the day that my life restarts
(Drowning)
One more time for the broken records and
One more time for the broken hearts
Tryna find myself, feeling like a treasure hunt
Putting on my clothes like I'm putting on my front
Jordan 12s on my feet just so nobody knows that
You could take off my shoes and find my heart at my toes
World turns, each day is a broken record
Wait for the day that my life restarts
One more time for the broken records and
One more time for the broken hearts
(World turns, each day: a broken record
Wait for the day that my life restarts
One more time for the broken records and
One more time for the broken hearts)
Go to school it's like I'm reading with dyslexia
I'm in endangerment like Will in Philadelphia
I need to walk but I've got nobody to walk to
I need to talk but I've got nobody to talk to
I'm the new full time cereal fiend
Who's become too addicted to material things
Tryna paint paintings of silent screams
In the background on repeat is Fleetwood's "dreams"
But I never wanna wake up from my own
Back to reality, my status is alone, that ship has sailed
I'm the captain that sobbed and wailed
Cause he never had wanted to let go
And since I'm the skip and the ship is sinking,
Imma have to drown with it, no rethinking
It's my fault this journey has come to an end
The hole's too big to even try to amend
And who am I to blame? You can't covet a monster
Completely understand if you don't want to show care
I mean my life's pathetic, always wearing a long shirt
to cover up the blood and self harm that wasn't there
So much I wanna say to you
It all hurts, my heart is grey for you
Want you to put yourself first, not me
I only want you just to be carefree