Lyrics
You made it so far
I'm real proud of you
You reached out for the stars
But got burned and yearned for that boundless view
Bottled in a jar
Walls turn to faces surrounding you
I'm reaching out my arms
But it hurts cus they're not surrounding you
You were in the darkest of nights
And I failed in providing that spark of a light
All the pain you would hide
It had scarred you inside
It's insane
Never thought that you would part with your life
Always stuck in my mental, never cared for it much
And I would struggle to chill, I know that I wasn't enough
Embodied the hurt and I guess for what it was worth
They walked on me like I was dirt
And I tried to be someone that they would consider perfect
You're the one that made it worth it
Tell me that I can restart, so I thought with my heart, didn't get me too far
Know that we can shine bright, but only when it's this dark
And we can show them new light, stay up late with these stars
Even if it ain't right, I just wanna know who you are
Cause i'm all alone in my dome, I've been trapped inside
Wish I had a hope, but I don't, barely even try
Can't stay optimistic if I did it my entire life
Treated like i'm different i'm just sick of feeling all the time
Need it to get out my mind, just want someone by my side
Overthinking every little thing like it was do or die
Who am I? Scared to share the truth of what I keep in mind
I'll be fine if you promise it won't end in suicide
I was a lonely kid
Surrounded by faces in crowded spaces
Haters and fakers, the world ain't do me no favors
And now I'm dealin with the loss of my only friend
They don't wanna see me suffer, bottle up and hold it in
Heart is growing cold again, statues crying, fighting through the trauma
I just tell her I'mma see her later, living through the saga
Breaking others out their shells, I'm coming out of my own
But not my own, new circle round me makin me grow