Lyrics
I try, I try
I try to find
The reason for my poor design
Feel darker than I mean to be
It's hard to change the scenery
Spring up to fall in summer heat
Spend winter time inside of me
Mentally not sodomy, but it fucks with me honestly
To be stuck in dichotomies
My spirit wants a lighter sleep
My spirit lost like lighters be
I try to pause and find a scene
Where pain is bouncing off of me
Like DVD on old tv's
In ever older memories that have a hold on inner me
Like is the past the enemy, the end of me, a friend to me
And if it's not, then can it be, can it be, can it be