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A Louse Is Not A Home (2006 Digital Remaster)

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Sometimes it's very scary here, sometimes it's very sad,

sometimes I think I'll disappear; betimes I think I have.

There's a line snaking down my mirror,

splintered glass distorts my face

and though the light is strong and strange

it can't illuminate the musty corners of this place.

There is a lofty, lonely, Lohengrenic castle in the clouds;

I draw my murky meanings there

but seven years' dark luck is just around the corner

and in the shadows lurks the spectre of Despair.

A cracked mirror 'mid the drapes of the landing:

split image, labored understanding...

I'm only trying to find a place to hide my home.

I've lived in houses composed of glass

where every movement is charted

but now the monitor screens are dark

and I can't tell if silent eyes are there.

My words are spiders upon the page,

they spin out faith, hope and reason -

but are they meet and just, or only dust

gathering about my chair?

Sometimes I get the feeling

that there's someone else there:

the faceless watcher makes me uneasy;

I can feel him through the floorboards,

and His presence is creepy.

He informs me that I shall be expelled.

What is that but out of and into?

I don't know the nature of the door that I'd go through,

I don't know the nature of the nature

that I am inside ...

I've lived in houses of brick and lead

where all emotion is sacred

and if you want to devour the fruit

you must first sniff at the fragrance

and lay your body before the shrine

with poems and posies and papers

or, if you catch the ruse, you'll have to choose

to stay, a monk, or leave, a vagrant.

What is this place you call home?

Is it a sermon or a confession?

Is it the chalice that you use for protection?

Is it really only somewhere you can stay?

Is it a rule-book or a lecture?

Is it a beating at the hands of your Protector?

Does the idol have feet of clay?

Home is what you make it,

so my friends all say,

but I rarely see their homes in these dark days.

Some of them are snails

and carry houses on their backs;

others live in monuments

which, one day, will be racks.

I keep my home in place

with sellotape and tin-tacks;

but I still feel there's some other Force here...

He who cracks the mirrors and moves the walls

keeps staring through

the eye-slits of the portraits in my hall.

He ravages my library and taps the telephone.

I've never actually seen Him,

but I know He's in my home

and if he goes away,

I can't stay here either.

I believe... er ...I think...

well, I don't know ...

I only live in one room at a time,

but all of the walls are ears and all the windows, eyes.

Everything else is foreign,

'Home' is my wordless chant:

I am surrounded by flesh and bone,

I am a temple of living,

I am a hermit, I am a drone,

and I am boring out a place to be.

With secret garlands about my head

unearthly silence is broke,

the room is growing dark, and in the stark light

I see a face I know.

Could this be the guy who never shows

the cracked mirror what he's feeling,

merely mumbles prayers to the ground where

"Home is home is home is home is home is home is me!"?

All you people looking for your houses,

don't throw your weight around,

you might break your glasses

and if you do, you know you just can't see,

and then how are you to find

the dawning of the day?

Day is just a word I use

to keep the dark at bay

and people are imaginary, nothing else exists

except the room I'm sitting in,

and, of course, the all-pervading mist -

sometimes I wonder if even that's real.

Maybe I should de-louse this place,

maybe I should de-place this louse,

maybe I'll maybe my life away

in the confines of this silent house.

Sometimes it's very scary here, sometimes it's very sad,

sometimes I think I'll disappear, sometimes I think ... I...

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