Lyrics
Lately I been feeling like a bitch inside, all these demons rising
God damn God damn let my feelings get the best of me
Lately I ain't been feeling right
Mind racin through the day all my thoughts way ahead of me
I go to therapy just
So I can hear somebody on the outside tell me that it's gonna be alright
All these feelings I ain't feeling right
All this mufuckin pain I ain't healing right
I can't get no closure so unfocused reefer blowin end up in my feelings like
Shits so hopeless sipping potions bad emotions can you handle that I'm
So explosive quick impulses badly broken no wonder why I'm feeling like
Life's so bogus feel so lonely can't ignore it will I ever feel right
Demons talking in the night time
They be playin all these games I can feel it in my brain
They be tryna cut me off from my lifeline
I put blame on myself put a lot on my father
A lot of pain came from my lifestyle
Whole lotta pain spread out through my lifetime
Meanwhile tryna get my mind right, grind
Tryna shine see the lime light think it's my time for the spotlight
Old friends tryna call see what I'm up to thinkin bout the times
they done left me like fuck you
Thinkin you was real I had love for you, now a days ain't too many I give trust to
Trust issues got my life in a knot hell yea its a real hard topic to get into
Opened up to some people that done switched on me made my info public
That's a bitch move
I can't trust nobody, better not call my phone if it ain't about them bands
Cuz now a days business over everything
You pussy ass rappers tryna do it for the gram
In the trap strapped up I'm prepared everyday
Before I leave the house say a prayer everyday
Never know when it's gunna be the last time
That I see the sunrise so you know I cherish everyday
Lately I been feeling like mufuckas
Just wanna be your friend or show love so they can, hate you from up close
Ain't really got no good intentions on being your friend or family
They just wanna share the perks that come along with being around you, on God