Been trying really hard
To fight it
To hide what I feel
When you're around
Gets harder day by day
It gets darker
The fear finds its way
To my heart
It comes back crawling every day and I
Don't know how I can finally see it die
It kills me, it kills me
Don't matter how I push
How much I try
Cause somehow I can't find a way to dry
The tears and the years and the fears
You might feel this way too
The sadness can come to your heart
At any time
I like to think that way
'Cause at least all the weight
Won't be in my hands
And I can patiently wait
For it to come back crawling once again
And try to eat whatever I've got left
Of gladness and kindness
Go ahead and break my heart just one more time
That's all it takes one heartbreak one more cry
I don't care, I don't care
Mmm...
Ah ah ah
Ah ah ah
Ah ah ah ah (oh oh)
Ah ah ah (oh)
Ah ah ah (oh)
Ah ah ah ah
I have to go on pretending (Been trying really hard)
That I don't know how you feel
I have to go on denying (Gets harder day by day)
That we both know this won't be