Sad Song

I don't wanna wake up, and feel the same

I been dealin' with this pain

Lately, I been tryna change

So, I don't wanna hear another sad song

Woke up feelin' like I wanna play a sad song

But, I won't, 'cause I haven't felt a thing in mad long

Instead, I'll drive to the 9 to 5, and listen to a rap song

And, when I arrive, I'll put my mask on

The-the-then, I'll be the person everybody thinks I am

Try to blend in, but sometimes I do not think I can

I do not fit here, i-is what I'm thinkin', and

I never really fit in, anywhere, it's sinkin' in

I come back home, every evening, I'm alone

I wanna meet somebody, at the same time, no, I don't

I'm better on my own, yet, always look at my phone

But, that shit be dryer than my mouth, when I'm gettin' stoned

I embrace it

Sometimes, I want to change it

But, other times, I don't

And, realize that I sometimes say shit

Then, the wave hit

No longer is my flame lit

So, I play a sad song from the playlist

I don't wanna wake up, and feel the same

I been dealin' with this pain

Lately, I been tryna change

So, I don't wanna hear another sad song

I don't wanna hear a sad song

I don't wanna hear a sad song

I don't wanna hear a sad song

I don't wanna hear a sad song

But, I play it, anyway

In any case, it's another rainy day-ay

Even though the sun shines bright

Shines bright

I been waiting for my sunnn-rise, right!Let's go!

But, it never came, only fire and the flames, it's a God-damn shame

Only end up with the pain, only end up with the rain, with the shame

That came with the hate, that came with the game

Can't maintain, with the frame rate, of the mainframe

It be overloaded, with the brain waves, and I use the same paint

All from the same vein, in every single song, and you know it's sayin', "Hey, wait!"

Hey, wait, mayday, vacate, same day, otherwise they take too much, they don't take breaks

Doesn't pay great, so I really gotta take a vacay, for like eight days

But, I can't get away, 'cause I love this shit

But it's somethin' which will drain all of my energy

Until I'm fuckin' crumblin'

Until I fall apart

Until I break down

Until I crush my heart

Layin' face down

Can't quit, or hit the brakes

It's too late, now

If this is what it takes

Let me be great, now

'Cause, I got to be the best, and I gotta beat the rest

But, I really just gotta be better than me

From the day before, to see progress

But, I'm back in my head, man, that really didn't last long

Another round to fight, so I wrote a sad song

That sounded like

I don't wanna wake up, (NIXX) and feel the same

I been dealin' with this pain

Lately, I been tryna change

So, I don't wanna hear another sad song

I don't wanna hear a sad song

I don't wanna hear a sad song

I don't wanna hear a sad song

I don't wanna hear a sad song

I don't wanna wake up, and feel the same

I been dealin' with this pain

Lately, I been tryna change

So, I don't wanna hear another sad song

I don't wanna hear a sad song

I don't wanna hear a sad song

I don't wanna hear a sad song

I don't wanna hear a sad song

I don't wanna hear a sad song

I don't wanna hear a sad song