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Mental disorder, psychiatric disease
Violent compulsions, they're all part of me
It's easy to judge this, accuse, disagree
You all turn your back when you should have helped me
They say it's in my brain, my way, my destiny
Written in my blood, my flesh and my dreams
The truth is, I grew up emotionally abused
Tearing my soul down, all thanks to you
Maybe there was another way
But I took their lives because
You made me do it
No
You made me do it
No
You made me do, you made me do it
Zero remorses, lack of empathy
Memory lapses, delusions of control
You thought I was harmless, the neighbor next door
While in my basement, I'm hiding your corpse
I'm sorry, but it's late to redeem me from my sins
There is no good, there is no bad, we live right in between
I really wish that I was dead, but I can't kill myself
So it doesn't really matter if you cannot understand
Maybe I deserve to pay
But it doesn't feel right 'cause
You made me do it
No
You made me do it
No
You made me do, you made me do it
No
You made me do it
No
You made me do, you made me do it
I lived as an ordinary person most of my life
I plead not guilty right now
We are all evil, some form or another
Remorse for what? You people have done everything in the world to me
Doesn't that give me equal right?
I can do anything I want to you people, any time I want to
Because that's what you've done to me
No
You made me do it
No
You made me do, you made me do it
No
You made me do it
No
You made me do, you made me do it
Your Honor, it is over now
This has never been a case of trying to get free
I didn't ever want freedom