Lyrics
Aw, man, not again, I lost another one of my friends
They say VL back in the pen was out tryna make some dividends
He got a family to take care of, so I understand he was eager
Just wishing I had a better position to hold down my people
That reefer I've been dying to hit, had to quit in April
Fucked around and failed a piss test knowing that I'm still on papers
Got five years left, mama crying as I tell her over the phone
Thinking that I'm finna get sent back
To prison and she gon' be all alone
I was listening as God sent me that message, it was a blessing
Cause they spammed me, just put me in classes, looking out for my ass
And they police who I've been hating for my whole life, I know, right?
They told me it's my destiny to get the whole mob right
Aight is what I tell 'em, but I still be on the bullshit at times
Spending my time in clubs, fucking dimes, tryna shine
I dropped Bust It, niggas knew what it was 'fore I did it
But admitting on some trill shit, light kinda blinding me
Windows finding me, I wasn't in the studio even thinking
Just drinking, shooting pool with the dudes I call school
The rules that I be living by: it's your balls, it's your word
If you can't hold 'em, put your brains on the curb
And I told Ricky I would hold it down, and Black the same thing
So, since I've been slacking, wondering if I should let my brains hang
No is what I tell myself, just get your shit together
V told me if I knew better, then I'd do better
I wrote out my whole crew letters, let 'em know I love 'em
In a text message expressing my pain, said I would kill the game
And I'ma stay the same, though, that ain't a question
Just like it ain't a question 'bout the dudes I named in questions
431 Days free, I'm giving you all of me
Niggas count up the time they did in
The pen, but not free on the streets
Last time I seen Bigga Rankin, dog, I was on the run
In a 650 with a tommy gun, hundred stacks, bet you don't want none
Edgewood where I come from, ten million dollar lick in '08
What I couldn't get 'cause I fucked around and got spent
But I took mine, when I did time, came home even stronger
DTE for life and after, we don't breathe characters