Sinner

Colin.D

Questioning my feelings like you calling my bluff

Never seen to find sight of what you seem to call love

Been hurt so many times scars destined to show

I been through a lonely road in the darkness I grow

These tattoos on my body were only temporary pain

Some things in my past still hurt me to this day

Only time I feel alive when this gun is to my face

If I tell you what I been through you won't look at me the same

I got issues I can't make up

Sleepless nights I had to stay up

Struggled all my life I been looking for a change

I gotta find a way feel like I'm going through a maze

Two steps forward, ten steps back

Times the only thing you will never get back

Pouring out my feelings til there's no more remains

I'm just talkin' to myself while I'm diggin' my grave

Talkin' to myself

Talkin' to myself

I'm goin' round and round in my head

Im down on my luck

All these empty promises could never get enough

Losing all my focus when the going get tough

When I think about it I could never give up

Put my trust in God so I trust the process

I know that I'm a sinner I came from the projects

They don't wanna see me win the thoughts makin' me nauseous

Proceedin' with caution

I'm going through the motions

When I feel alone

Pray to God he don't notice

The devil lurkin' tryna figure out

What's the motive

Running from my past those nights be the coldest

All the summer rain got these bottles fully loaded

I keep sayin' Ima change Ima slave to the game

I wear my heart on my sleeve so I'm destined for pain

Only time I feel alive

When the bloods runnin' out my veins

I got issues I can't make up

Sleepless nights I had to stay up

Struggled all my life I been looking for a change

I gotta find a way feel like I'm going through a maze

Two steps forward, ten steps back

Times the only thing you will never get back

Pouring out my feelings til there's no more remains

I'm just talking to myself while I'm diggin' my grave