Talking to Myself Cuz That's the Only One Who'll Listen

Couped up in the fucking Stu late at night

Ima gangsta talking praying to the devil

It seems to shed some light

Instead of grabbin nother shovel take a life

I grew up struggle but was taught to fucking hustle to survive

And now I and now I I had to kick the pills

Because I'm tryna stay alive for jaxxy boy and Elanore

You babies really saved my life

Wanna be there to explore maybe coach just do it right

Because the way I grew i wont wish on you

Will try with all might to just love you unconditional

Put nothing else above you

Not no perscriptions

Cuz I've seen what all the drugs do

It's fucking miserable

Just know I'll never judge you

Life unpredictable

But tears gon cry like a river when they need too

Years go by just make sure u make it meaningful

Peers gon die you survive that's what the kings do

Queens come by then you ride to the night moon

Couped in the fucking Stu its 5 am

I got her up on my mind but what's the point I never win

Swear I loved her since a jit but I won't even pretend

Maybe only kept around because the name upon my kin

When i try and tell her how I feel can bring myself to send

Because the thought of losing her and watch her fuck on other men

Brings me down to my knees praying help me not to sin

Grant serenity and change but my wisdom running thin

When I'm with these other girls they not touching where u been

Cause my care for you deep

And I will stop just tell me when

Bring me down to my knees cuz your love is like the gin

Numb me up and baby please be with me and not with slim

But tears gon cry like a river when they need too

Years go by just make sure you make it meaningful

Peers gon die you survive that's what the kings

Do queens come by then you ride to the night moon