Reflection

Tired of the games tired of the guessin'

Used to silence now I'm cravin' the affection

Wasn't raised to be cold I just learned through the wreckage

Now I flinch at the good 'cause I been through the reckless

You say you real but your vibe too distant

Why I gotta beg just to feel consistent?

Why I gotta pull back every time I get close?

Like I'm scared of the calm 'cause the past hit the most

Show me somethin' different I been numb too long

Don't just text don't just talk make it feel like home

If you with it be with it I don't move halfway

If addicted to the toxic better change your ways

I ain't askin' for much just your time and a hand

Ya heart be cold but Im tryna understand

Know they built ya pain giving benefits of the doubt

Unhook the chains regain what love about

I don't need all the extras I just need you to mean it

I been ghostin' my own heart now I'm tryna redeem it

Left my pride at the door left my ego on read

Now I'm tryna write love like the past never bled

I was good at the silence good at playin' it low

Now I'm starin' at the ceiling like where did it go?

Ain't a simp 'cause I care it's just rare that I show

But if I'm showin' up now you should already know

Show me somethin' better I been movin' with ghosts

Don't just look good make the feelin' come close

If you with it be solid I don't bend for the trend

I need actions not captions not a vibe that ends

I ain't scared of love just the way it's been done

I'm not tryna repeat what the last girl spun

She had me cold now I'm thawin' for one

If you got it like that then just show me some

All the nights I stayed up just to fake like I'm fine

All the love I held back 'cause I thought it'd rewind

If you different be the peace that I thought I could find

Don't say nothin' just pull up and realign

Let me rest in your hands not just fall in your bed

Let me trust that your good ain't the start to an end

Let me give what I got without holdin' my breath