Lyrics
If I'm honest, I take this picture on my phone
I pull it up when I'm alone, fantasizing
And if I'm honest, I know where he'll be tonight
I'll show up, and act surprised, but I'm lying
Is that too honest? I do it every time
I say too much, then I cross the line
I trip on my words again
I wonder if I tell the truth
Would he go? Would he stay? Would he want me?
Would I laugh? Would I cry? Would it haunt me?
Oh, I don't know what to do
I'm in love with the people that are falling
I get drunk on the thought that he wants it
If I'm honest, yeah, I get nauseous
Thinking about what he might say
If I told him, I would waver and forever
Is that too honest? I do it every time
I say too much, then I cross the line
I trip on my words again
I wonder if I tell the truth
Would he go? Would he stay? Would he want me?
Would I laugh? Would I cry? Would it haunt me?
Oh, I don't know what to do
I'm in love with the beast and the fallen
I get drunk on the thoughts that he wants it
If I'm honest
And I am so terrified
I just want to get it right this time
I see you guys dancing
Just keep it coming
We see ya
If I'm honest
I've been thinking about you, thinking about you
If I'm honest, I've been thinking about you, thinking about you
If I'm honest, I've been thinking about you, thinking about you
If I'm honest, I've been thinking about you, thinking about you
If I'm honest, I've been thinking about you, thinking about you
If I'm honest, I've been thinking about you, thinking about you
If I'm honest, yeah, I've been thinking about you, thinking about you
If I'm honest (oh, oh, oh)
I've been thinking about you, thinking about you
If I'm honest (oh, oh)
I've been thinking about you, thinking about you (I've been thinking)
If I'm honest, I've been thinking about you, thinking about you
If I'm honest