Lyrics
My stomach was sick, I'm sinking
Wonder what you've been thinking
All on my own, I've been at home
I've been alone and drinking
When all the day subsides
And the thoughts would fill my mind
Surprised that I'd have anything to hold at all
Clawing at you
Falling, holding on
It's hard to walk away from what you love
Even if the thought of you and me
Is dead and gone
I still struggle with the thought of moving on
Pouring empties out
Hope it knocks me out
Take another, just to shut my mouth
I think I think too much
Until I drink too much
And end up waking up as someone else
I think you hate yourself
The way I hate myself
And sometimes wish that I was somewhere else
I think I think too much
Until I drink too much
And end up waking up as someone else
Maybe it's time that I fessed up
But you're building a wall I can't enter
If I followed you down to the letter
I promise I wouldn't be here, I'd be better
And we could've done this together
You can't live in the moment forever
You can lie to their face
But the people you're pushin' away will always remember
And I wish that I tried just a little bit harder
If I could've carved out my words to be sharper
If I coulda put all my anger inside
Just to give you a light
But I'm only making it darker
I shouldn't push blame on someone that really needs help
Every artist will paint a version of pain
That they only see in themselves
But when it all comes crashing down
Will you shut me out, or will you weigh me down?
Cause everybody wants somebody to love
But somebody to love won't wait around