Lyrics
It should be me it should be me
You breathe and it wakes up something buried
I rot sweetly in the silence
Like a gift you didn't carry
I write you poems in my blood
You skim them like receipts
Every line a quiet scream
Every scroll defeat
Do you hate me?
Am I too much?
Am I nothing?
Am I not enough?
It's not fair it's not fair it's not fair
You live rent-free in the walls of my air
You own every inch of my goddamn head
And I wish you'd leave or love me instead
Do you think I'm cringe?
Do you wish I'd break?
Am I just a phase?
Was I a mistake?
Am I overthinking?
Don't answer that
Don't answer that
I touch my phone like it's a wound
Refreshing for your ghost
You used to make my neurons bloom
Now I'm haunted by the most
Every second feels like asking
For a hug with outstretched arms
But you never look you never stay
And I fall for your alarms
Did I ruin it?
Did I break the thread?
Did I talk too much?
Did I leave it unsaid?
It's not fair it's not fair it's not fair
You glow in the dark and you're not even there
You stretch across dimensions a shape I can't trace
I keep screaming your name in a soundproof place
Do you think I'm weird?
Do you roll your eyes?
Do I make you bored?
Was it all a lie?
Am I overthinking?
Don't answer that
Don't answer that
I build whole worlds in your pauses
Fall in love with what you don't say
You look at me like I'm a question
That you erased halfway
I wish you wanted me loudly
The way I ache for you
But all you ever give me
Are echoes dressed as truth
It's not fair it's not fair it's not fair