Little Birds (Demo [1998])

Little birds born without a mother or a father

I can feel their feathers forming in the running water

Now there is another in the middle of my mouth

A hundred altogether inside of me now

Little birds, little birds, come into my body

Mother, they're within me every moment I'm awaking

Bodies multiplying till they finally overtake me

Put your ears up to my mouth and you can hear them singing

Put your hands within me and you'll know what I am feeling

I just want to swallow up and promise to protect them

Daddy, come towards me, I could see his hands are shaking

Put his hands against me, he could feel their bodies breaking

Pushed me to the floor and put his hands up for a beating

"I don't want to hear it anymore" he kept repeating

"Do you really want the burning hell to come and get you?"

"Did you see the burning hell? It took your baby brother?

Did you see how far he fell and how he made us suffer?

Another boy in town at night, he took him for his lover

And deep in sin they held each other

So I took a hammer, nearly beat his little brains in

Knowing God in heaven no could never could forgive him

So I took a hammer, nearly beat his little brains in"

Little boy born without a mother or a father

Taken to the river and then pushed into the water

And the priests are singing that the hell was getting hotter

La, la-la la la

Father, Son and Holy Ghost, the only ones to save him

From the thing he loves the most but we know will betray him

Father, Son and Holy Ghost, the only ones to save him

And here beneath the water

I can see how the light

Distorts so strange

And this is how

I would like to leave my body

And start again