Lyrics
I'll get through this or maybe I won't
You'll get through this or maybe you'll choke
Swerving on the ice baby I crash the boat
Playing with my life this shit ain't a joke
I'll say what you want me to say
I'll live to fight another day
Talking to depression every night
Phone calls with the devil until it's light
Sirens waling every hour
Rainclouds falling with the flowers
I can't navigate life the same
I just wanna hear you scream my name "ghost"
Hold up, wait a second, I don't feel like myself again
I don't look in the mirror because I don't see a hero
Scar tissue won't you let me in?
Traumatized from my past
So I can't find a love that lasts
It's been weeks since I saw the crash
And my mental health is slashed
From the way that they denied from me what I can become
They had me staring down the barrel of a loaded gun
It's the gravity, the propensity to turn inwards
Every time that I fell and couldn't get back up I surprised myself
(I surprised myself)
Scar tissue won't you let me in?
Scar tissue won't you let me in?
I think that I'll let 'em show
Pull the trigger let it go
I think imma choke a hoe
She love it that we gettin' close
But you should know that I'm a creep, that I'm a freak
And I mean that in the worst way and the best way
Scar tissue won't you let me in
Trust issues that have sunken in
Evil thoughts in my head, pushing me to the edge
I got an evil thot in my bed
She wanna kill me but I've been dead for a long time
For a good time, this is your crimes
You're crawling in the hospital, on my mind that took a tole
Ain't it funny I got hoes, they don't love me it's the cash flow
Scar tissue won't you let me in?
Trust issues that have sunken in
You can't break me
You can't break me