Lyrics
Day time I control my feelings, night times like a different story. I'm tired of these so called friends and all of these girls that bore me
I'm far from a rock star, but I live that lifestyle frequently, there's no one left to compete with me but me inside my family tree.
I can't take back what I done wrong and thing's I've struggled with, maybe life as an addict stuck in limbo is my punishment.
Sometimes I feel my angels, most days I feel my demons, I can feel them fighting my feelings come and go like the season.
(Inhale, exhale)
The relieve this mounted pressure, it ain't nothing unexpected, learn lessons I've regretted.
My life's at a crossroad with friends and family demanding take the advice that they hand me like candy (but I can't think about it)
Toss and I turn in my bed I can't sleep while the day's turn to weeks I feel weak (but I can't think about it)
When I'm home all alone no one calling my phone and my mind starts to roam (but I can't think about it)
On my own..... my own, my own, my own.... On my own, my own, my own.... On my own, my own, my own...
(I think I'm losing it, but I can't think about it)
Depression's real and it hurt's bad prepare for the devastation, prepare for the ones that leave you, prepare for the medication.
Prepare for the judgement and all that comes along with it, they don't get it, find ways to spin it even when you admit it.
(I'm crying inside, feel I'm dying inside, no one riding beside me I'm lost can you find me?)
Emotions deep as oceans, never wanna be the one that's outcasted, only wanna be the one that's outlasting all of this pain and surpassed it.
See it's common to fight, what is wrong what is right, but I'll never be a prisoner that's trapped in my comments or likes.
When they hate you they can break you or they make you so I shout it, feel I'm losing I've left clues and no excuses (But I can't think about it)
Toss and I turn in my bed I can't sleep while the day's turn to weeks I feel weak (but I can't think about it)
When I'm home all alone no one calling my phone and my mind starts to roam (but I can't think about it)
On my own..... my own, my own, my own.... On my own, my own, my own.... On my own, my own, my own...
(I think I'm losing it, but I can't think about it)
my own, my own, my own.... On my own, my own, my own.... On my own, my own, my own...