what if i

I'm fadin' into the wall

It's safer here in the silence

I'm headin' straight to my downfall

And passin' it off as tryin'

I act like I know it all

Secret's out that I'm lyin'

Thrown around like a rag doll

It's what I deserve for hidin'

And fightin' the truth

I'm denyin', it's fatal

When the highs and the lows come and go

Lay my cards on the table

(I'll admit I'm unstable)

What if I could be sane for a day?

Let the fear float away, watch me fly

What if I could escape from the scene

Of my past misery? Say goodbye

What if I?

I'm ripped right out of my dream

Was I hallucinatin'?

If nothing's quite what it seems

Then what is the point I'm chasin'?

Reality's startin' to bleed

Pullin' me into a spiral

I'm beggin' to find a reprieve

From havin' to fake a smile

Now I'm fightin' the truth

I'm denyin', it's fatal, fatal

When the highs and the lows come and go

Lay my cards on the table

(I'll admit I'm unstable)

What if I could be sane for a day?

Let the fear float away, watch me fly

What if I could escape from the scene

Of my past misery? Say goodbye

What if I?

What if I could be sane for a day?

Let the fear float away, watch me fly

What if I could escape from the scene

Of my past misery? Say goodbye

What if I? (Hidin' and fightin' the truth I'm denyin', it's fatal)

What if I? (When the highs and the lows come and go)

(Lay my cards on the table)

What if I?